1:28am
1st August 2011
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I find myself here, again.
Wherever this is, whoever I am.
I’ve never felt so week, nor strong.
I acknowledge that it’s all over. And simultaneously, a brand new begining.
Alone, a daunting yet empowering concept.
Being without you, is nothing but daunting.
You gave me strength & love, for that I will be forever grateful.
You taught me much more about myself than I could have ever imagined, and there was love, so much love.
A whirwind of emotions rushes through every inch of my being and I feel like I’m slowly dying.
Knowing I wont wake up to you makes waking up seem useless, pointless, yet it’s inevitable.
Life must go on, time will go on, regardless. And I’ve been told that time makes it easier.
Time spent without you will never be easy.
However, everything happens for a reason. I have loved. I have learned what it is like to love.
It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.
I just wish I never lost you..
